We entered the vortex just a couple of hours ago, between 7-10 PM eastern (closer to 10 PM). You may start to feel emotional ups and downs. Many have been experiencing this already during the last few months, and as time has gone on, the cycles have become increasingly closer together. In fact, the cycles may start occurring for some on a daily basis now, if not more frequently. During the “downs” you may feel a sudden urge to cry, or even scream, but not know why. JUST DO IT!!! The vibrational increase is effecting a healing in you. Let the emotions come up; don’t suppress them. If you need to scream, scream into a pillow, but just get it out. If you cry and cry, or scream and scream, but feel you just can’t get it
all out, that’s okay; just get out as much as you can. Every little bit helps. You may just need a little more time for the rest of the emotion to bubble further to the surface in order for you to be able to feel it completely and release it. Healing is a process. Be gentle with yourself. You don’t need to know why you’re feeling this emotional surge. The emotions coming up could be related to recent trauma, trauma from as far back as your childhood, or even past life trauma. You don’t need to know what it is; you don’t need to understand it or analyze it; you just need to feel it. If you feel it, then it will go. Let it bubble up, feel it, and it will release into the ether and be transmuted back into love energy. The “ups” are certainly more enjoyable. These will tend to follow the“downs”, that sudden feeling of lightness that you feel after releasing deeply embedded emotions. You may feel this as complete elation. You may even find that you can’t help
laughing, but you don’t know what you’re laughing about. Just allow it to happen. If we were taught to suppress happiness early in life, a healing may likely result in all that suppressed happiness surging to the surface. Eventually the energy will balance itself out again and you’ll feel even again, although your overall feeling will be somewhat lighter and happier as a result of the healing that took place.
Just know that you’re not going crazy, and you certainly aren’t alone. These “ups” and “downs” are different from mood swings and crankiness associated with life’s day-to-day irritations. The indicator that it’s actually a healing will be that it’ll come up almost out of nowhere. It might be“triggered” by something you are consciously thinking about or experiencing, but the intensity of the emotions that arise may be more extreme than what you’d expect yourself to be feeling in response to those thoughts. For example, you may be thinking about some unhappiness in your life, and then suddenly find yourself sobbing uncontrollably. That the sobbing arose in response to your thinking about that particular unhappiness is certainly telling you something, but it may also be healing something much deeper, potentially events or circumstances from years ago that made you believe you were supposed to allow such an unhappiness into your life because you deserved to be unhappy. The deep sobbing may have nothing to do with your present unhappiness. It may just be that, in that moment of getting in touch with your current unhappiness, you were able to connect with a much deeper unhappiness. Again, don’t worry about trying to understand it or explain it. Just allow yourself to“feel” the emotions so that they can be released…forever. It’s time to let go of the old that the new may come in.
Messages are starting to come in. These messages are coming from the Ascended Masters, spirit guides, angels, and your own soul. If you get flashes of ideas for the new world we’re all going to create, or flashes of ideas for the new life you’re going to create for yourself, write them down so you don’t forget. As the vibration starts to settle as we enter 2013, you will likely start to forget these thoughts. Take advantage of the increased clarity availed by being within the vortex. The number of messages will increase and get louder as we get closer to the solstice, but they’ve already started.
Enjoy this auspicious time in humanity’s history and evolution!
Love and blessings,